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Autobiography:

Name: Magz, formally known as Margretta

Birthday: 1st of june 1989

Star Sign: Gemini

Statue: single, but not available

Current saying: negro please!

Currently annoying rant: how fucked up the education system is by degrading english and making us poor students overanalyze every freakin movie, show, book we watch/read. POWER TO THE PEOPLE!!

Secret: I'm a hopeless romantic ^_^ dispite what I may say or do, I'm a sucker for anything lurvveee. Ssshhhhhh... don't tell anyone!

My Sunshines

My Anh <3
Monica <3
Amanda <3
Michelle <3
Wendy <3
Aqueedah <3

Things That Make You Go MmMmMm... (aka interests)

* Writing - Its where I write things I probably wouldn't do or say... ah, who am I kidding? LoLz! Its just where I flex and stretch my talent

* Drawing (though really shit at it, but I can have dreams!)

* Shopping - Its a sport on its own, and very theraputic. You can NEVER have too many accessories! Can I get a hell yeah?

* Playing Pool - I'm actually really good at it. Not to beep my own horn... but... BEEP BEEP! LoLz

* Gossiping and Bitching - Theres nothing like a good gossip session and bitchfest with good friends. Its how girls bond, I advice everyone do it.

* Love Songs - I LOVE love songs. The emotion, the lyrics, the meaning. Ahhh... Its beautiful!

* Spending Time Alone - I know that makes me sound like a hermit, but spending time with yourself is the best! especially because I'm such good company! ^_^

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Thursday, December 16, 2004

Hey...

I know I haven’t updated in a while, yep, bad magz. I’ve been so pre-occupied with other things. Well there is ALOT to mention but I’ll try to keep u as up-to-date as possible. Okies I’ll start with the formal. Yes the one I was soo looking forward to going. It turned out to be not so good, I mean yeah I had fun but it could have been better. We were supposed to have a three course meal but I ended up having one because Patrick Ladbrook, my dear enemy, ate my food. We danced 3/4 of the time and the music was crap but to top off the nite someone had to show up. Three guesses who it was?

1. Superman? Not bloody likely

2. Jude law? I wish

3. Patrick Bradley? Ur damn right it was

And three guesses at what I did when I saw him?

1. Kiss him? Yeah I wish I did

2. Smack him? I wish I did that too

3. Bolt like he was an atomic bomb? Hell yeh!

I know that was soo dramatic and all but understand this, we haven’t seen each other in like a year or less and we have a history together, an unfinished history that will always be replayed over and over in my mind until, I’m sure, I go insane. Don’t get me wrong, I’m over him. That ship set sail looooong ago but seeing him just brought up all these gay ass feelings I used to have for him and yeah, I didn’t want to face them -or him- so I ran. But yeah the nite turned out to be uneventful after that.

Then the next nite there was Josh's party. I didn’t go, and it’s NOT cos pat was there despite what most of you may think. I just didn’t feel like partying. What for? There was nothing to celebrate. and I’m kind of glad I didn’t go, I mean the things I’ve heard, I was better off just staying at home with my favorite pjz on watching a movie.

Ummz wat else?? I got an award for PE. Hehehe can u believe it? Lolz I got an award for freaking PE. Which I don’t do! God is sooo generous and then I got credit for this geography competition I didn’t even know was on. So the worlds been fucked up abit lately.

Umm… we had our graduation on the 10th of December, Friday. It was sooo sad seeing most of the people in the year and school for the last time. After the graduation we went to livo for lunch, all you can eat! Lolz but I didn’t eat that much and yeah it was all good. Most of us came, there was rose, my anh, ayla, Monica, sally, alesh, Wendy, troy, tom (not my tom -___-‘, I wish), Amanda, Chad and me. It was good for us to all sit and eat so yeah. Then we went to livo n jst bummed n then me, Sarah, ayla, Amanda, Monica and sally went to my anhs house later on in da nite for a get together/sleepover.

On the 11th was ayla’s birthday party. Hehehe my lil duchess was celebrating her 16th. Her party was mad! I had fun n the food was good n so was Sarah cake. Her uncle sang songs for her and then he san Iris and we all felt the lyrics of the song, it was so emotional.

My cousin Ruby is having her wedding on the 25th, yes Christmas day. I’m a bridesmaid. Hehehe isn’t that cool? Even though I don’t like him I’m going for her and the dresses are soo pretty! I get to pick between a light green or a rose red and of course I chose rose red, green though I can pull it off, isn’t my colour. It’s an of-the-shoulder dress with layers down the bottom; the dress rehearsal is on Friday. So yeah its gonna be one hectic Christmas.

As you know I’m moving schools, I don’t want to but I am. I gotta tell you I’m abit scared of having to meet new people over again and having to establish my rep over again to new people but the matter is out of my hands. Its only two years after all, but two years I’d rather be spending with casula peepz. But oh wellz, live and let die, or some shit like that.

Well if ur going to ask how’s my love life? I’ve got one word for you: nonexistent. *sigh* I’m not really worried about getting involved with an guys at the moment, ask me in about a week and I bet my answer will change ^^. Guys, boys, men, toys… they used to be important to me but now that I’m older and wiser they have lost the demanding appeal they once had. Right now I’m focusing on me and my needs and having fun with my life and I want to project that into next year.

So what’s my new year’s resolution going to be? To sing like no one can hear, to dance like no ones watching, to work like I don’t need the money and to love like I’ve never been hurt. Next year is going to be about me and how can I get the best out of life without giving two fucks what anyone else thinks. And by the end of the year I want to be able to say:
I really am happy.

Nuff said. Heres the lyrics to Iris. Enjoy.

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

BuBiaz….

MaGz...

MaGz [ 1:04 pm ]

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